YES I AM A PIECE OF SHIT...
yuhuuuuuu to everybody.....
Greeting..
it has been awhile...
my life is changing lil by lil..
a good sign though..
progressing in life is not that easy..
it is a learning process..
i learn from my mistakes
and i change the table AROUND now..
i am not on top anymore..
it is more like a mutual love
we love each other..
and that all matter..
this week i studied Social Studies..
and i for this semester the topic that will be studying by me is
GENDER AND SOCIETY
sexuality is very personal..
we cant just simply judging people by their sexual orientation..
that is not fair..
who are we to judge them??
they are human beings to you know..
they are just the abnormality in the society
and shameful enough the society is abandoning them..
and why is that??
they said that the society is going more towards liberal way of thinking...
so, if society is thinking in such way
why they still skeptical with choices that are made by individuals???
cynically judging and criticizing people..
shameful enough??
i am admitting that i am dandy..
and i know how it feels to be judge 24/7 by everybody..
with that annoying smile, vulgar words..
my life is all about surviving..
but during that lecturer..
my heart shattered..
my nightmare was there..
smiling at me..
my worst enemy ever..
the topic was close with my heart..
i just want to run away..
damn Social Studies..!!
i can just cry and shout
STOP ALL THESE NONSENSE!!!
no one knows how i feel..
no one will know..
it just not very comfortable..
from all those bad memories..
i am slaving myself to tears..
nothing i can do about it..
it is hurtful..
but yet
i am a fighter..
i was one..
i never expect that i have to fight again..
i thought i won the game..
but the battle is ON..
society is laughing over the abnormality..
odd sexual orientation..
we don't need sympathy..
treat us equally..
where is human right??
do i need to be on my knee and beg for it??
if a prisoner has human right and what about us??
we are not prisoners..
am i worst than prisoner???
we are your brother, sister, friend, cousin, nephew..
someone you might know...
why you can't change your view???
i never asked to be born like this..
do you??
this is not my fault..
why you don't try to understand??
i am human too
i have feelings..
i am not lifeless human being..
i am full with life..
stop from being mean people..!
who are you to judge..
no one has right to judge other people..
only HE can..
SEXUALITY IS PRIVATE..
ONLY YOU AND YOURSELF KNOW..
WHETHER YOU WANT TO ADMIT IT OR
STAY AS A FAKE YOU..
THE CHOICE IS YOURS..
sometimes you have to be the fake you
so that everybody will be happy..
but for how long we can be in that way?
living in lies..
P/S GIGI BESI (^_~)
