yuhuuuuu to everybody......
SILENTLY LOOKING BACK..
MEMORIES..HOPE..LOVE..
KARMA IS LOT MORE STRONGER..
Denial..
Denial..
Denial..
complete denial.....
i don't know where to turn to..
maybe I'm just hoping for too much..
it is indeed hurting me..
but shall we say that this is for good..
i mean
love is not an easy thing..
it is pretty scary..
very mind challenging..
although i may not show my feeling..
but i am indeed disappointed..
I AM FLIRTING WITH UNCERTAINTY..
it is hard to swallow..
but hey!!
that is life for you...
u can't have everything for you...
feeling rejected is not the best feeling ever..
as for me
i am taking it as a new experience..
failure..
i had a taste of failure..
and i think that is good..
at least i learnt new things..
i still have a long way to go..
this is new
and i am embracing it gracefully..
maybe we are just not meant to be..
i accept it with open heart..
as i am sincerely want to be friend with you..
that is the least thing that i can do..
when i think about it
i become more in touch with reality..
reality is harsh..
fantasy is dreamy..
but we live in reality..
we are reality..
there is no happily ever after..
there will always be crying forever..
Cinderalla is fantasy..
if you die because of an apple,
then please sue the people!!!!
to think about it
love is luxury..
not everybody will be loved..
they are lucky..
cheating and cheated on..
why people never appreciate love?
i mean
please don't be too greedy..
you have your partner
and don't you think that is enough???
you can say that i am pathetic
but seriously...
when you are in relationship you should commit to that relationship..
you are the one who want it..
so now
face the consequences...
in the bright side,
you will always have someone to talk to..
you will never be alone..
the dark side is that
will your spouse stay with you??
or will he/she finds another partner??
that what so called as insecure will eat you alive..
it is common thing..
you will know that feeling...
you maybe lucky..
but unfortunately lucky..
i am smiling now..
it is hard..
but life must go on..
the opera of life must go on..
the world is waiting..
I won't let them bring me down..
dust your body off
and run....
run as far as you can!!!
P/S LISTENING TO TAYLOR SWIFT-LOVE STORY GO (^_~)
In my opinion.. It's a question of faith. When you have faith in your partner, you need not doubt whether he/she will stay with you or not. It is YOU yourself who don't want to give YOUR faith to them. That's why.